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Saturday, October 15, 2005
/8:13 pm

Sometimes I wonder if I'll miss my mother if she commits suicide as she threatens to.

At the expense of sounding rather heartless, I might be devasated at first. Betrayed definitely. I may even think of her at times. But it may be difficult to miss her. She was never there when a child needed a mother. When she finally (although she claims she tried to care all along) realised that she needed to be a mother, I already found him. What makes a good mother? I don't know. But what I do know is that mine isn't a good one.

All she is going through today, is perhaps the result of what she did, or failed to do.

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